Urge

You're feeling down,
But still you're standing up.
You're smile is on,
But instead you're emotionless.
You're moving around,
But stuck on the inside.
You're life is gone,
But somehow you're still living.
The urge is there,
To feel something special.
You want it now,
Something for emotion.
The urge is strong,
And you let yourself fall for it.
You let the urge,
Take control.
It grows so strong,
Inside you've lost hope.
That spark of life,
You got it from the urge.
The urge is gone,
There's something even bigger.
Hiding in the dark,
You've got no control.
You let go.
The urge is gone,
And so are you.